Moonstar-san

I’ll just say what’s on my mind For everyone to hate. I used to cry myself to sleep And slice my skin with blades. I wrapped a belt around my neck In hopes of lifelessness, And after failing even that, I remained emotionless. My mother used to cry all day And my dad used to be ill. My sister attempted suicide By swallowing the pill. My mother tried to kill herself And we almost watched her fall. She swallowed gulps of whiskey And she blamed me for it all. I have hallucinations, And delusions, and depression And fighting my own demons Has become a slight obsession. I’ll just say what’s on my mind For everyone to see. T

Daddy, daddy! Come play with me. I'll be the princess filled with glee. You'll be the king, you'll reign over the sea. Daddy, daddy, come play with me! Daddy, daddy! Let's play a game I'll grow up and like magic, i'll change Into somebody so odd and so strange Daddy, Daddy. Let's play a game. Dad, hey dad! Let's do something fun. I'll pull the trigger of this heavy gun After I've given you some time to run Dad, hey dad, let's have some fun. Dad, come on now, can't you see? This knife in your back and this bullet in your knee It's who I've become, who I've grown to be. Daddy, come on... Come play with me.

Immortal Butterfly: I remember the Immortal Butterfly Translucent wings that drank from the sky Glittering dust would fall with every flap Like warm tears dripped upon my tiny back I would always chase this butterfly as it makes its way across the sky When I look I feel as though I can forget The painful needles that twist into my back I would always dream of this butterfly and I wonder if I could ride it and fly in the sky When I dream about it, I don't regret Not being able to leave this tiny bed Sometimes I can't see the butterfly My vision turns grey like a stormy sky I get scared during those times, because it makes me thi

Aren't You Ashamed Yet?: A Mask Truly an object of mystique and mystery A simple device, with a painted layer That conceals a face of rotting worms Oh, I'm sorry, was I supposed to overlook it? Let me rephrase it in a more appropriate manner You are a cowardly, pathetic, miserable, filthy Unintelligent, soul-sucking, perfidious, bag of rotting worms You who once held my respect, you who were once my friend you shared in my secrets and you shared in my dreams But in the end, it was the lies The horrible, filthy lies that spew forth from your tainted lips... I guess it was a simple decision I had no need to keep up this facade an

This Is All About You: Most people giving you advice, might take a quote from a book Most people giving you advice, have never had a real look So from someone who's been watching, let me lay my heart bare I want to show you all the special things, about the girl for whom I care She always does her very best, no matter how tough the task Even when she's struggling, she puts on a brave mask She's always trying to learn new things, just for a chance to make you proud She can be a little bit quiet, but I think that's better than being loud She's not the very best in sports, I know she can be kind of a klutz But she smiles and goes on an

Just for Laughs: There once was a man named Blue He was a gentleman living in a shoe He decided to go out and have a drink of stout but then he met a thug named Drew Gimme yo' money b*tch! Blue was taken aback by his manner of speech where did this man learn to speak and screech? For language is meant to be free as a bird not harsh and cruel like his spoken word You crazy man? I said gimme yo' money! Now I say it good sir and I really do must I teach you to rhyme and listen too? Repeat after me and follow the beat Bobby beat his best mate Pete Look man, I dunno what you're smokin', but I said gimme the cash! Here's a tongue tw

Winterfall: Warm blood drips upon the pearl white snow freezing into droplets that shine and glow Red like the colour of his once livid cheeks It frames the sculpture I have carved on this peak An artwork made so terrifyingly sublime I believe that such a thing would be condemned as a crime But woe betide the unfortunate soul For the poor man stumbled into the freezing cold... I remember his features in his moment of death Hope and despair, intermingled as one A shine of reality as he opens the door and steps into the hell from the days of yore From then he has passed into my loving care His body as a shell and so I lay it bare

Shatter Point: Can you see what all the world has- Done to me I've locked away my- Sa-ni-ty I wanna break Huma-ni-ty (Kiru oh!) My shatter point, my shatter point I'm up against the wall at my shatter point A thousand faces keep calling to me into the night Their whispers drive me further up and away from the light! Waste Away Just fall again and- break today I want you down and you'll- Fade away Just stop breathing and- Die today! (Kiru oh!) The shatter point, the shatter point You know that you are up and against the wall The shatter point, my shatter point Leave me breaking against my shatter point A thousand faces

Overcome your Writer's Block: If you want to deal with writer's block the plan is simple, tickty-tock Give in to madness, go insane search for words in the midst of rain When you hit the wall on its painted face with your fingers and knees you'll find a trace The secret passage that will lead you through or perhaps you might be eaten by a grue... Oh well... Back to the rhymes that I use to explain If you try to go forward it will be in vain So try a new direction, upward or down Left or right maybe Charlie Brown? There are no limits except in your mind Now do a google search and what do you find? A pond of ideas now stagnant a

Can I Cut Yet?: Hey, Hey Sadako Hey... I really want to cut something can I, can I please? This girl is talking to me, she seems rather nice The colour of her eyes makes me think of fucking lice I want to cut her, I want to cut her so bad! but that seems to make Sadako really sad... Okay, I guess I won't cut her Hey, Hey Sadako This teacher is really boring I want to cut him, I WANT TO CUT HIM SO BAD! I'm in class now, Sadako stands beside me She points out a mistake I made in my notes I start tearing at the paper while grinding my teeth I want to show them my frustration, OH SO BAD! but that seems to make Sadako really sad..